| it has been quite some time since i've last updated so heres a little insight as to what has been going on in my life... my life at UConn consists of classes, doing school work, working at the Visitors Ceneter (yes, i give tours lol), practice/conditioning for tennis, playin ball (pick up or intramurals), and havin fun  .. its not that bad.. its a good balance most of the time.. the semester is at its mid point, which is absolutely insane! i can't believe how quickly time passes! i should really be studying for my organic chem exam, but heres procrastination at its best.. anyway.. heres a poem that i wrote... I'm afraid to give,
And not sure when all this started;
It's like I'm afraid to live,
Because I don't want to end up broken hearted.
I feel like I'm becoming what I always oppose,
Not having faith but full of negative thought;
It's the easy route to ensure no hurt I suppose,
But how can I succomb after all that I have been taught?
Great love takes great risk and alot of work,
It's the ability to realize, want and provide;
It's not easy, which is why many tend to shirk,
But to fully comprehend love and be fair, is to have tried.
I need to revert back and keep an open mind,
I can start by practicing what I preach;
Carrying on by continuing to be compassionate, daring, trusting and kind,
And let my experiences continue to teach.
i want everyone in my life to know that i love you all dearly and am grateful to have you in my life... i'm sorry if i haven't told you lately.. but always remember that as well as i'm always here if you need me.. xoxo much love <3 |
.. not really sure if thats a good thing or not, but trying to change for the better...
its alright though cause i know i can do it.. i just gotta have the motivation and dedication to perform well and work hard. 
My final exam schedule isn't too bad but I am here till the last day... I start it off with orgo on Monday, then one on Wed, Thurs, Fri and Sat lol.. Five exams.. oOo-E! 
